february

and all of a sudden you realize
time has been passing by
fears are still attached to your deeper zones of your heart.

it is hard having a soft heart in this time.

there’s too much darkness in the world.
everyone is entitled to their own businness.

everywhere i turn, someone is tryin’ to tear someone down in some way;
whether is cowardly hurting feelings, telling hurtful things to people you care or just not listening.  

everywhere i go, there’s a feeling of inadequacy, or a feeling that i am not good enough.

and then, a cloud is still covering my soft, damaged heart... like a quilt in winter time.